Personal Update:

I just got home from a short stay in an emergency critical care psych ward yesterday. I might need to go into a group home temporarily if I can’t hack the intensive outpatient program I’m being referred to next week.

Thanks to everyone who has influenced my healing journey & taught me valuable lessons…

I’m still struggling with mania at the moment…

Fantasy & Reality are blurring into

a strange blend in my mind.

Either I’m more psychic than I realized


crazier than I wanted to admit



I just might be a High functioning Autistic Savant in:

the Arena of:

Creative Healing through Expressive Arts therapy. ..

Regardless of the diagnosis:

I can still win by losing…

mY Gr1p

Writing Prompts:


I would like to thank purpleorangesite for this amazing award! I am sooooo sorry it took me forever to post this and thank you again!! Please go check out purpleorangesite if you haven’t already!

The Rules.

  • Thank the person(s) who nominated you in a blog post and link back to their blog
  • Answer the 11 questions sent by the person who nominated you
  • Nominate 11 new blogs to receive the award and write them 11 new questions
  • List the rules and display the Sunshine Blogger Award logo on your post and/or on your blog

The Questions Given To Me:

What would you ask for, if you knew the answer would be a Yes?

A trip around the world to speak publicly regarding the urgent need to end stigmas surrounding seeking mental/emotional health issues.

Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say?


Invent your own word, what does it mean?

Fh0/\/iX: hooked on phonic semantics worked for me…

Given the choice of anyone in the world, whom would you want as a dinner guest?

If it could be a dead person I would want to have dinner with DaVinci

& if it has to be a living person it would probably be Michael Franti.

What would you rate 10/10?

Original Creative Expressionz’ of soul passions…

What question can you ask to find out the most about a person?

What do you value most in your life?

What would be the title of the current chapter of your life?

It would probably be:  What do you think you need m(*)ST 2 become A heaLthi<>er version of yourself?

If you could make a 20-second phone call to yourself at any point in your life at present or future, When would you call and what would you say?

“I would call myself back when I was depressed and self harming and tell myself that it really does get better, just keep believing and doing your best.” Totally stole this from the blogger who nominated me because it is something I’ve been actively working on singing to my younger self from my future self & it finally brought me home to be present in my presence…

What’s something that happened or something that someone said, changed how you view the world?

“You can do anything you put your mind to…That’s not really practical or realistic… Let’s agree to disagree…”

‘Try for a nTH DEgreA anyway’

What book impacted you the most and why?

The Wheel of Time book series because: a sect of  characters in the novels are unable to lie with their words; while still being able to obscure their true intentionZ’ behind convoluted wordINGz…

 If life is a game like some people say what would some of your rules be?

See Mind-full-ness Gamez’ Post on my blog…

See My other blog posts & / 0R FaceBook 4 your own writing prompts…

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